For further information, consult God. --Ashleigh Brilliant

Tuesday, February 04, 2003

This or that Tuesday
1. Morning or night person?
Neither. I prefer to sleep at any time of the day or night.
2. Heavy or light sleeper?
It really depends on how tired I am. I can't sleep thru anything, but I don't wake at any sound either.
3. Remember your dreams or not?
I can count on my hand the number of dreams I remember from the past 6 months. Only one hand needed.
4. Do you need a lot of sleep, or just a little?
As much as I can with a 10 month old baby
5. Do you need something like a nightlight or TV to sleep, or do you prefer complete darkness?
Complete darkness until I had kids. I've learned to adjust to their needs.
6. Flannel sheets or some other kind?
7. One pillow, or more?
At least 3
8. Bedroom door opened or closed at night?
Closed, please
9. Wrap yourself into blankets like a cocoon, or just cover yourself with them?
Just covered. But I must always be covered no matter how hot it is. I just sweat and suffer.
10. Alarm clock: wake to music or buzzer?
Most of the time I don't need an alarm clock at all. I have some wierd internal alarm clock and I automatically wake up on time. If I'm absolutely exhausted, I'll set on just in case to music. No buzzer. Scares the shit out of me!
I went to the church that I grew up in at it was kind of cool. Some things never change and that's not always a bad thing. It was wierd being in a Catholic church again. I haven't done that in maybe 4-5 years. It felt good to see people I grew up looking at every Sunday. It didn't hurt my ego to have them so excited to see me either.
I also went by Bill's house afterwards and saw his son, Eric. (I can say their names because absolutely no one in my life knows about this and I update this on a public computer so no chance of them finding it the computer at home.) It was wierd seeing him. We some history and I don't even know how much if any he remembers, but there's no way I can say, "Hey, what exactly do you recall happening to us?" I wonder if I truly want to know. I wonder if I can ever forgive what happened? Excuse my mental ramblings...